Life

i think im falling in love

A lot has happened this week. Im officially a senior. The moment we wait for our whole childhood and now that its here im scared shitless because im not sure if im gonna make it when i graduate....

Besides that this week has been pretty amazing. Jerel and i are doing awesome, we have gotten so close and i can say i really love him. Im not IN love but i love him.

3 More days of school left, i know im passing all my classes so its all good.
Jerel leaves next saturday to georgia and doesnt come back till like 2 weeks before school starts back up...there is where trust becomes the main part of our relationship.

uhhh oh well

i started losing touch with all that.
and when i went today to youth like normal on a tuesday night i just felt pressured and judged...
and i hated that feeling. i felt as if i was lying.
but i only feel that way when im IN church.

i feel like i should be able to love god and be spiritually ok but still do what i want and be happy with my decisions.

its sooo complicated...
i dont want someone saying you cant do this and what not. i wanna do whatever i wanna do.
and still love god.

i know i can its just church convicts me.
but i dont want to stop going i have another family there.


complicated

I just got home from districts. We got an excellent rating on our one act. Which is cool . I'm starting to get a hang of my life ad I like that. I'm in boo serious position and I really just wanna have fun :)

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its ridiculous how much i think about you.
i dont stop, everything relates to you, which may not be good.
im afraid that im getting my hopes up again.
but its the best feeling in the world....
your not perfect at all. you dont answer all my texts or calls. but you do text first a lot and your so sweet. you dont say all the right thing and you dont always treat me like someone you like.
your real, your a real person. a real person with a real life and real emotions. your not gonna bullshit me about your feelings your straight forward. and honestly ive never ever met a guy like that in my life.
even if nothing happens between us romantically thats totally ok because your one hell of a friend.
no joke, you have become a best friend in a matter of seconds and i can live with only that.
because i take what i can get, there are millions of guys out there trust me im aware.
im just saying your top of line friend or lover, your one of a kind.

i got involved with a padt loves friend.... idk if thats bad or not but i personally dont care.

i became friends with alot of his friends...and they are alot better than him.

i mean one likes me.a few wanna chill. they all talk to me non stop, he has no idea and i could care less if he found out.

im still single though but again i really dont care about that either, a few crushes but whatever lol
this break should be amazing
atleast i hope so


<3

going out to eat thai food then victorias house tomorrow

people are fake and people are gonna hurt people to get where they need to be.
i have come to that understanding.

From now on i want nothing to do with other peoples buisness
i dont care if so and so did this and you hated it
DONT TELL ME
it causes me b.s in the end.

if it has nothing to do with me and your just gossiping then idc bro

thats my new attitude

cool?
sure



im done being screwed over
so it was def time for a change

Mr hair is sick...really sick (again)
i mean he already has cancer so now on top of it he is sick so with the cancer it makes whatever is wrong like 8964762 times worse.

That man is like a father to me. He has been my teacher for 3 years, he is the reason i have a dream to live for, he is the reason i believe i have a talent. Without Wade Hair i would be trying to figure out what i could do for a living and just be ok, but because of him i know i WILL succeed in theatre doing something i LOVE.

Last year when he told us he was diagnosed with cancer, it was like i already knew what was going to come out of his mouth...like i finished his sentence before it even started. I remember that moment like it was yesterday:
i was sitting in the first row middle section of the auditorium, mr.hair and mrs.z were in the front and mr.hair said there was something he needed to tell us. He told us how proud he is and all that and then right before he told us he has cancer he got tears in his eyes and i looked away because seeing him cry hurts more than you know and something in my head said he has cancer, which is what he has and that second i started crying and cried the whole time until we got off a bus at Dr.Phillips High school. Almost every week after that i had to see a SAFE counselor at school because i couldnt handle the depression and shock i was in due to this illness that was causing a man i love and care for to become to weak and frail.

I can remember how hair and i couldnt stand each other my 9th grade year, and i was in this shell where i didnt know i could act i never thought i would be in competitions for theatre, but i am now thanks to him.

I can only hope and pray he is going to be just fine. Im not sure how i can deal with losing my hero.

Today was so awesome.
I have not slept since wednesday night, im extremely tired writing this.
Today at 5:30am Kevin came over and we went shopping with my mom (walmart,gamestop,walgreens,west oaks mall).
Then he was soooo tired when we got back to my house we watched a movie and he fell asleep every once and awhile.
Then we watched another scary movie and we had a good time. Then we went for a walk, which we took a long stop at the park and chilled there.
Then we went back to my place and we sat out back where we told each other so much about our lives and what not.
I havent been that comfortable around a guy in forever, he is an amazing guy.
I put alot of trust in him..... :D


well my eyes are shutting on me..im so tired
g'night <333333

this song just gets me right now...this is me....




Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone that could save
If they don't put me away
It’ll be a miracle

Do you believe you're missing out?
That everything good is happening somewhere else
But with nobody in your bed
The night is hard to get through

And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won’t know anyone

Well, Jesus Christ, I’m alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Because this problem's gonna last
More than the weekend

Well, Jesus Christ I’m not scared to die
I’m a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot
Do I float through the ceiling

Do I divide and fall apart
Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
This ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?

I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But I’ve had some time alone to hone my lying technique
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up
(everyone now)
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you'll come for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails,
Trying to turn our hate in factories
But, we all got wood and nails
Trying to turn our hate in factories
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
Trying to turn out hate in factories
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine



kindof sucks sometimes

i havent been on here in like a year.....
i love this shit
:D

The last few days have been nothing but WORK WORK WORK..school work that is.
Summer school feels like it lasts forver! And i can say i honestly HATE geometry.

But besides that life still isnt that awesome i keep getting lied to by guys...its like im so sick and tired of guys. But i cant help it i fall to easily and it sucks so friggin bad....

Idk what to do anymore

I feel broken, beat down and somewhat used actually alot used....

I dont wanna be a guys one night of fun and i feel like right now thats all im getting from guys


i was so happy before but now i see what i really got myself into..

and i want out but its to late im starting to like him and i cant control it even though i know he doesnt like me back

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cute eh?

Boys are jumping into my life left nd right ITS CRAZY.

I think i may really like this one though......
he is so nice and i never really thought of him in this way but now i do :)

Last night/this morning was amazing. thank you aaron and spencer :)

It was a night that will not be forgotten!

those kids are the fucking best and make great sleepover pals.
watching the sunrise and not going to bed till 6:30 am.

Its not even the first full week of summer vacation and ive already partied amazingly well.

I can tell this summer will be fucking amazing :):):)

from left to right: Erica, Jen, Megan, Jane, Me, Yung, Jessica H, Jessica S.




Jane & I




Bestie(desiree) & I




Mandee & I




Sam & I




Anny & I



I will miss you Ocoee Kids :(

Its so weird to think school is over this year i mean it went by so fast and i made so many memories along the way. This hasnt nearly been a easy year but i made it and thats all that matters things happen gossip spreads rumors start boys leave you but you survive. And you keep going until drama doesnt happen no one wants to gossip and your boy never leaves you.
And we work up to that point in life and everything we go through know is just a lesson for the future, and you cant dwell on high school because life always goes on even when you just hit rock bottom life goes on, trust me.
I have matured alot this year and met some amazing people who i dont plan on forgetting.
I know that 80% or more i will probably never see again since they are in Ocoee and im going to the new school. But there are a nice handful of people i will remain close to.
If it wasnt for Jessica, Desiree, Jen Smothers, Mandee, Jane.... and some others idk who i wouldve wound up hangin with this school year and they all mean the world to me.
I know next year will be UHHH-MAZING and i cant wait to be reunited with my spencer!.....

But for now its summer



LETS PARRRTTTAAAYYYYY

So theres this boy named JoeMothaFuckinClark and he is really great and sweet and hott, we hit it off right away and i made out with him saturday. His ex is fucking crazy and thinks he still loves her (actually he hates her). idk what to do i think i like him and im soooo close to telling her cuz he doesnt care if she knows we kissed lol he wants to tell her we are dating.
idk idk idk.

this is poo

















-=-Jock-=-

[] You've played a school sport.
[] You've been on a school varsity team.
[ ] You've been on JV
[ ] You've been doing said sport for years.
[ ] You know your closest friends from said sport.
[ ] You are physically fit.
[ ] People would not call you "lazy."
[x] You eat healthy.
[ ] you own at least one nalgene water bottle.
[ ] You want/have already recieved a scholarship for playing that sport.
[] You like to work out.
[] You are a member of a fitness club.
[ ] You take winning in P.E. class more seriously than others.
[ ] You don't mind getting down and dirty.
[ ] You don't have modesty in the locker room.
[ ] You tend to whip others with wet towels.
[ ] Your shoe collection consists of mostly sneakers.
[] You've won an award for a sport's achievement.
[ ] 4 shots of tequila doesn't even phase you.

Total= 1


-=-Outcast-=-

[] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[] You were always picked last for kickball.
[ ] You don't like to talk a lot.
[ ] You tend to avoid mass social activities (i.e.- dances, ice cream socials, football games, etc.)
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[x] Your friends have blown you off before.
[ ] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[x ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x ] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype (i.e- jocks, preps, etc.)
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.

Total = 3

-=-Party Girl/Boy-=-

[x ] Let's face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state.
[ ] Everybody whos anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[x] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[x ] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've snuck out of the house to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't give a crap if you party or not.
[ ] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[x ] You can dance.
[x ] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.

Total = 5

-=-Scene Kid-=-

[x] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean
[ ] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[x ] You idolize Jeffrey Starr.
[x] People have called you scene before.
[x ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace.
[x ] You have a mirror pic. (It's called "I have to get a full shot of my corpsepaint.")
[x] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[x] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[x ] You mosh.
[x] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your myspace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person; you just added them because they were scene.
[x] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[x] You enjoy photography.

Total = 11


-=-Prep-=-

[x ] You pop the collar
[ ] You won't go near the Goths (not anymore, at least)
[x] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[] You are very clean cut.
[x] You are squeamish.
[x] People have called you preppy before.
[x ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume.
[x ] You have a lot of money.
[x] You know who LC is.
[x] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[] Your favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] You carry a purse wherever you go.
[x] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ] (Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.
[x] You are content overall with how your life is going.
[x] You constantly text.

Total = 11

-=-Band/Colourguard Geek-=-

[] You have played an instrument before.
[ ] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band or colourguard.
[ ] You've never dated anybody outside of Band.
[ ] Most of your friends are in band or guard.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[ ] You enjoy listening to classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire[d] to be a Drum Major/Colourguard captain.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a band bus or at a band competition.
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band/Guard is your favourite class.
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[ ] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band/guard constantly.
[ ] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.
[ ] You abhor rap music.
[ ] Marching Season is your favourite time of year.
[ ] When you go to football games, you don't really pay attention to the game itself.
[ ] Your favourite jokes are band/guard jokes.
[ ] You know it's not about the bloods and the crips: it's the brass and the woodwinds.

Total = 0

-=-Thespian-=-

[x] You have seen a school play.
[x] You have seen a Broadway musical.
[x ] You like to act.
[x ] You have participated in a school play.
[ ] You have participated in a play outside of school.
[ ] You have gone to the Thespian Conference (State or International or both).
[x] You get ticked off when people make that "thespian, did you say lesbian?" joke.
[x ] You have done tech.
[ ] You know that you cannot touch anybody else's props.
[ ] You have played in the pit orchestra for a musical.
[ ] You have been to a cast party.
[ ] You are/were in a thespian troupe.
[x] You often sing show tunes at the top of your lungs.
[x ] You know who Idina Menzel and Johnathan Larson are.
[x] At one point in your life, you were obsessed with RENT.
[x ] You do not have a personal bubble.
[x ] You actually understand Shakespeare.
[ x] You know how to put on stage make up.
[ x] You have been a lead.
[x ] You met a lot of your better friends through theatre.

Total = 14

-=-Overachiever-=-

[x ] You participate in a lot of extracurricular activities.
[ ] You have a part-time job.
[x] You have gotten straight As.
[x] You are in mostly honours/IB/AP classes.
[ ] You do not procrastinate.
[ ] You have scored a 5 on an AP test.
[ ] You do not have very much down time.
[] You are very organized.
[] You always have a thousand things going on at once.
[ ] You are/were in a long-term relationship.
[x ] You aspire to get into an Ivy League School.
[ ] In your extracurriculars, you hold leadership positions.
[ ] You are on Student Council.
[ ] You are/were the class president.
[ ] You are/were a class officer.
[ ] You are/were the Salutatorian for your class.
[ ] You are/were the Valedictorian for your class.
[x ] People have told you that you didn't have a life.
[ ] You are getting/have already received the IB Diploma.
[ ] You cry hysterically when you get anything lower than an A on anything.

Total = 5

-=-Slacker-=-

[x ] Your grades are slipping.
[x] You always wait until the last minute to do big projects.
[x] You do a lot of things half-hearted.
[x ] You are an overall procrastinator.
[ ] You tend to do your homework when you're watching TV.
[ ] It takes you ages to turn your job applications in.
[ ] You are often late to school/work.
[x ] You don't turn in a lot of your work.
[x] You spend the majority of your time watching TV or the computer when you could be doing something more productive.
[] You sleep in past noon on the weekends and during the summer.
[] You do not get out of your pajamas unless you have to leave the house.
[ ] You could walk, but you'll just drive.
[x] You have fallen asleep during class before.
[x] Friends have called you lazy.
[ ] Life is hard when you lose the remote & you have to walk a million miles over to the TV and change the channel.
[ ] When you hang out with your friends, the majority of your time is spent playing video games or doing something where neither of you have to stand up.
[x ] You have eaten an entire pint of ice cream in one sitting.
[x ] You have sat through an entire running marathon of a show before.

Total= 10


-=-Goth-=-

[ ] Your wardrobe consists of mostly black things.
[ ] When you have the money, you shop at Hot Topic.
[xxx ] You think tattoos are hot.
[xx ] You think odd piercings are hot.
[ ] You don't get along with your parents.
[x] You have wanted to dye or dyed your hair an exotic color.
[ ] You've styled your hair in liberty spikes.
[x ] Sometimes you ponder the meaning of life and death.
[ ] You like to write dark poetry.
[ ] You are into S&M.
[ ] You have a pair of oversized black pants.
[x] At one point in your life, you liked Foamy, Happy Bunny, Emily the Strange, and the Happy Tree Friends.
[x ] You listen to grunge.
[ ] You have/had a messenger bag with buttons up and down the straps.
[ ] You smoke cigarettes.
[ ] You will only date other Goths.
[x] You dont really give a crap what people think about you.
[ ] Overly happy people scare you.
[ ] You like black makeup & nail polish best.

Total = 7

-=-Nerd-=-

[] You actually study for tests and quizzes.
[x] You have/had straight As.
[ x] You haven't had any luck with the opposite sex.
[ ] You are into video games and Halo 2.
[ ] You overanalyze jokes to the point where they aren't funny anymore.
[ ] Your mom buys your clothes for you.
[x ] You actually answer the questions in class.
[ ] You sit front row center in all of your classes to get the best learning experience.
[x] You miss school during the summer.
[ ] You wear your pants at your waist.
[ ] You prefer sweatpants to jeans.
[ ] You have a pocket protector in your shirt with pens and a calculator in it.
[ ] You let cute boys/girls take advantage of you & copy your homework in hopes of getting noticed.
[] You've noticed some of the spelling and grammar mistakes in this survey.
[ ] People always cheat off you during tests.
[] Your parents pack your lunch for you every day.
[x] You wear/should be wearing glasses.

Total= 4


-=-Garage Band Junkie-=-

[ ] You play the lead/rhythm/bass guitar.
[ ] You have been in a garage band before.
[ ] You're still in a garage band.
[ ] You think your band is going to make it big someday.
[ ] You play shows almost weekly.
[ ] You play the drum set.
[ ] You sing vocals for a band.
[] You write your own lyrics.
[ ] You spend hundreds on amps and microphones.
[ ] Your band has a myspace page.
[ ] You have been in multiple garage bands.
[ ] You have changed the name of your band at least twice.
[ ] You have participated in a battle of the bands.
[ ] Your band has been signed.
[ ] You have taken guitar classes at school.
[ ] You have played at the same venue multiple times.
[x ] You would rather make it big than have to go to college.
[x ] You have musical talent.
[ ] You have groupies.
[ ] You've made t-shirts and other apparel for your band.

Total = 2


-=-Gangsta-=-

[ ] You actually are black.
[x ] You know who the bloods and the crips are.
[ ] You wear doo-rags.
[x ] You actually grew up in the ghetto.
[x ] You can freestyle.
[x] You drive down the street blaring your music.
[ ] Your ride is pimped out with stereo boosts.
[x] You say nigga.
[ ] You can break dance a lot.
[x ] You talk too fast for people to understand you.
[x] You are pretty chill with life.
[ ] You wear your jeans oversized and below your butt.
[x ] Old school rap is the best.
[ ] You know that Tupac will never die.
[x ] You wear bling.
[x ] You have/want a custom grill.
[ ] You have custom rims on your tires.
[ ] You are actually in a gang.
[x ] You are always big pimpin'.

Total = 11


-=-Emo-=-

[ ] You often have trouble convincing people that you aren't emo.
[x ] You comb your hair over one of your eyes.
[x ] You flip your hair often.
[x] You have dark-rimmed glasses.
[x ] You have cut yourself before.
[ ] If you're a boy, people often complain about your pants being too tight.
[ ] You dont really smile too often.
[ ] You blog often.
[ ] You never smile in pictures.
[] You listen to Thursday and/or Sunny Day Real Estate.
[ ] You're too scared to be a Goth.
[x ] You own a lot of band t-shirts.
[x ] You go to a lot of shows.
[ ] You only go for emo/scene boys and girls.
[x] It doesn't take very much to make you cry.
[x ] You have played all the Emo Games (www.emogame.com)
[x] You have worn black eyeliner before.
[x ] You own a bandana which you wear in your hair.
[x ] You have dark hair.

Total= 11

-=-Skatepunk-=-

[ ] You own a skateboard.
[ ] You have been skateboarding since you were in grade school.
[ ] You have gotten many injuries from skateboarding.
[x ] You know that World Industries and Element aren't just clothing lines.
[] You have vandalized public property.
[x ] You have TPed somebody's house before.
[ ] You have been yelled at for loitering.
[x ] You have gotten in trouble with the cops.
[x] You listen to punk rock.
[ ] Chicks on skateboards are hot
[x ] You stick it to the man!!!!!
[x] You own skater shoes.
[x ] You watch MTV2, not MTV.
[x ] You enjoy crude humour.
[ ] Screw school, let's do crazy crap.
[x] You have watched the X games.
[x] You know that there are other pro skaters out there besides Tony Hawk.
[ ] You pretty much live at the skate park.
[ ] Hygiene does not concern you.
[ ] Skater boys are attractive

Total= 9



(x) been drunk
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x ) been in love
(x) been dumped
() shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
() been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(x) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) seen someone die.
() been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my myspace friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
() Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(_) intentionally burned urself
(x) miss someone right now

do you?
[ ]have a bf.
[x]have a dog
[x]have your own room.
[x]listen to rap.
[x]paint your nails.
[]play a sport.
[_]play more than one sport.
[x]watch sports on tv.
[x]have a fav. group/singer/artist.
[x]have more than 1 best friend.
[x]get good grades.
[x]sing,play an instrument.
[x]have slippers.
[]wear boxers
[x]wear black eyeliner.
[x]like the color blue.
[x]like the color yellow.
[]like to read.
[x]like to write.
[x]have long hair.
[]have medium hair
[_]have short hair.
[x]have a cell phone.
[]have a laptop.
[_]have a pager

are you?
[x]descent looking
[x]ok.
[x]bored.
[]happy.
[x]bilingual
[x]white.
[_]Black
[x]Latino/latina.
[_]short.
[x]medium.
[]tall.
[_]grounded...
[_]sick
[x]lazy.
[_]talking to someone
[]IMing someone.
[x]scared to die.
[_]sleepy.
[_]annoyed.
[_]on the phone.
[]in your room.
[_]drinking something.
[_]eating Something.
[_]in your pjs.
[x]ticklish
[]listening to music.
[]homophobic


WHAT Y0U WEAR
1. Do you wear spike bracelets? no
2. Do you wear jelly bracelets? no
3. Do you wear converse? no
4. Do you wear black nailpolish? not right now but yes
5. Do you wear band t-shirts? yes
6. Do you wear skateboard companies?sometimes
7. Do you wear surfing companies? idk
8. Do you wear dirtbike companies? no
9. Do you wear striped shirts? yes
10. Do you wear solid polo shirts? no
11. Do you wear chokers? no
12. Do you wear lock necklaces? no
13. Does it take you five minutes or less to do your hair? no
14. Do you wear eyeliner? yes
15. Do you use a backpack or messenger bag? tote bag
16. Do you wear darker colors? depends
17. Do you wear neon colors? eh
18. Do you wear 'whats in' or stick with your old jeans? both
19. Do you wear sweatshirts and jeans? yeah
20. Do you wear knee socks? no

WHAT YOU HAVE
21. Do you have character shoe laces? no
22. Do you have drumsticks but dont play? no
23. Do you have guitar pics but dont play? noo
24. Do you have the Nightmare Before Christmas on tape or DVD? tape
25. Do you have the Breakfast Club on tape or DVD? no
26. Do you have 16 Candles or Pretty in Pink on tape or DVD? no
27. How many CD's do you own? im more of a pirate
28. How many DVD's do you own? alot
29. How many tapes do you own? alot
30. How many piercings do you have? 2
31. How many tattoos do you have? none yet

THE LAST..

-person you hugged: JoeMothaFuckinClark
-person you called: sean
-person who called you: moms
-thing you touched: Keyboard
-book you read: Uglies
-person who said "I love you": desiree
-person who you chatted with: JoeMothaFuckinClark
-perfume you sprayed: idk somthing from this chick at school
-thing you ate: fried icecream
-flower you picked: lol
-movie you have seen: crimes of the heart
-letter u typed: t
-word you said: "ugh"
-person on your mind: JoeMothaFuckinClark
-place where u slept: my bed
-animal you touched: my dogg


BOLD the ones that Apply to you

I own binoculars.
My hair brush is purple.
My room looks like a tornado hit it.

When I was little I used to collect beanie babies.

When I was little I used to collect acorns
I like the song "Hey Ya."

I don't believe in chain letters.

I like to rake leaves in the Fall.
I am a winter baby.

I wish I was older then I am now.

I eat squid.
I have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
I wear make up all the time.
My hair is its natural color.

I want a golf cart.

I like to play soccer.
I like to build igloos in the snow.
I like Sugarcult.
I want a convertible.
I like to write poems.
I eat popcorn at the movies.
I go to the movies at least 2 times a week.
I believe in angels.

I have a dog.

I go camping.

I dress up at Halloween.

I wanna be a teacher.

I like the colour grey.

Social Studies, History, or World Cultures is my least favorite subject.
I go to a private school.
I like carebears.
I sleep to 12 in the summer and on weekends.- even later
I like Cameron Diaz.

I have seen the movie "8 Crazy Nights."

My moms name is Patricia.

I am a SHOP-O-HOLIC.
I hate to read.

I believe in love at first sight.
I like to wear black.

I like to wear every color.

I like to skateboard.
I like to surf.
I rent movies all the time.

I like surveys.
My favorite day of the week is Friday.

I have blonde hair.

I am a brunette.

I am boy CrAzY.
I like horses.
I have a hermit crab.-

I have my ears pierced.

I play the violin.
My favorite color is orange.
I am obsessed with lip gloss.
I LOVE Good Charlotte.

I am a Daddy's Girl.
My eyes are blue.

I think Pink is Pimpin'.
I have a lot of nicknames.
McDonalds is my favorite Fast Food Place.
My favorite Candy is a Hershey's Chocolate Bar.
I have a job.

I like to go to the grocery store.

I think Chuckie Cheese is AWESOME.
I am a beach person.
I have seen "Gone with the Wind."
I like chocolate cupcakes.

My hair is dark brown.

I live in California.
I like to be in Plays at my School.

There are lockers in my school.

I am a Junior.
I have Windows XP.
I live by the ocean.
I like to shop at aeropostle.

I like hoodies.
I have moved to different houses more than 2 times.

I am in love.

I like root beer floats.

I have only 10 cousins or less.
I get grounded a lot.
I like Science.
I live in Maryland.
I like to eat crabs.
I LOVE french fries.

I have a Gameboy.
I have Play Station 2.
I like the name Lucy.

I like Elmo.
I like Usher.

I am scared of Spiders.

I obsessed with Hilary Duff.

I like to go to concerts.
I am a dog person.
My bedroom is Spotless

Life has been just kindof passing by lately and its like im either always with a good friend or i feel like idont have many friends at all...
Sean and i dont see each other like ever anymore, alot of that due to the fact my mom hates him like really, but he never even really talks to me anymore either.Its like this always happens to me and I know it happens to most people but like he (as in the ex) will say i still wanna be like "old time" and still be "best-friends", and yea you are for the first 2 or 3 weeks then slowly but very notciably they slide out of your life like they only ever wanted to be friends still cuz they didnt want to hurt you. And idk maybe i shouldnt make a big deal out of this and i know whole heartdly im totally over him like as more than friends. I'm not in love with him but i still consider him a good friend, and i dont think its the same for him though. And like know i have to find things out like he doesnt tell me shit anymore, he used to tell me every little thing that happened everyday know i would be lucky if i could get him to tell me what he is doing. buttttt whatever.......

So today i skipped 6th period and stayed in the Auditorium to chill with choir.
We are getting ready for our musical thursday and then Banquet friday.
Senoirs last day was tuesday...
that was terribly sad. i never realized how many senoir friends i had and its like i know i wont really ever see them again once im out Ocoee.

Today im going to the mall with ashley, the west oaks mall lol i havent been there in foreverrr.
I get to show off my new hurr!


PEACE nicro